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This blog is all about my experiences of this long and eventful journey called life.

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Loneliness: how it feels to be completely alone..

Everyone of us feel loneliness in some form at some point of time.But what happens when loneliness is not just a part of your life but it becomes your life? I tell you that experience can be devastating and break you completely. Its difficult to explain how you feel when you dont talk to anybody for 4-5 days in a row and after that also you have only rare chances to interact with a human soul. What happens when you work at some place where only one person works with you and even he leaves for some other country for around15 days? When for few days nobody is there to say even hi to you. What happens when you are misunderstood by a single person familiar to you when you try to come out of this darkness of seclusion. How it feels when you are desperate to talk to somebody and there is no body to listen to you? The strory does not end here as you are living in a country where you dont know the language of the country. So folks there is no possibility to interact with the local people. I think that poem must have some additional ''senti' stuff. So here my poem goes....


Dancing in front of the mirror

I was almost close to tears,
when no body was near,
secluded! I found some one dear,
not very far from here,
I dont care if u jeer
dancing in front of the mirror.

oh!everything is beautiful here,
but doest it matter if nobody is to share?
nothing makes u happy if noone is to hear,
thanks my dear mirror! for being with me here.